开始怀疑眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你?

Slept at 6am, woke up at 10am, cant sleep, refuse to force myself back to bed. Don't feel tired too, idk why.. It's supposed to be my clearing leave period but it seems that instead of repleninshing the lack of sleep during my NS days I've been sleeping less than before.

Havent blog in mnths, years ? Doesnt matter does it ? I always speak from the heart. 2005 was a year to forget, has already been erased from my memory, however I cannot guarantee that it will come back to haunt me in my dreams !?
Well, has already been 52 days into 2006 and does it look better than 2005 ? Maybe yes, maybe no.. Too early to tell, so far so good though. It's my year !! The Year of the Dog. /huggles all dogs...

Enroled into SIM (UOL)'s direct Honours course in BA last week. Will be starting sch straight after I ORD (Apr), timing just right, how nice. About to start another new chapter, another new page in my incredibly thick invisible auto-biography.

"Hold my hand, I've always been here with you, I've never left you, no matter where you are, no matter what situation you're in" God speaks.

I thank the Good Lord my God for his mercy on me and continue to pray for salvation for the unsaved, and for his continue grace and mercy on me. For on that day, every knee shall bow and every tonque confess, that he is Christ.

My Dear Ling, how have you been ? How do you like your new job ? How are your new colleagues treating you ? How's the working environment ? How's the weather in your heart ? Is it cold as Ice ? Or is it burning with fury ?

Do you like the Valentine's Day present I gave you ? It may not cost much, but I put all my heart in compiling it. You have not sms,call,talk to me for days-week.. Perhaps you are busy with your training/work, maybe you are tired. I want to hold you in my arms and comfort you, but all I find is that I'm grasping thin air or the bolster in my room.

I hug our baby Sugar to sleep, you may not believe it but I do love Sugar and Horlick very much. They will always be safe under my care.

If you even bother to read/update/write/see this blog anymore. Pls let me know.. It will mean alot to me if you do.

-Geoffrey signing off with peace